Curls & Twirls

Hahaha.. ok, today i’m on a totally different note from my previous man-hating frenzy! But it’s gonna be a short entry since i’m tired out from work & movie.

But anywayz…just came back from movie with Jeremy (gay friend) and he sent me home on bike…and WHOAH COOL MAN!!! I wanna ride a bike too!!!!!!!!! So fun with the wind blowing in your hair - what is up with girls who don’t like riding bikes? *remembers scene from Sex & The City when carrie refused to get on insert-guy’s-name-here’s bike*

And we went shoe-shopping!!!! YES! I went shoe-shopping with a guy - and he sincerely enjoyed it!

*sigh* Why don’t straight guys do stuff like that???

And we watched "The Island". EXCELLENT FLICK! THe only downside to the movie was that there was this dude who kept talking at the top of his lungs. At first, I thought he was yakking on his handphone…until I realized he was giving a live commentary on the flick…(which sometimes involved the leading actress’s "tight ass"!!!!! *man-hating frenzy kicking in again*). Well, thankfully some guy from behind shouted "SHUT THE F*** UP!" which he surprisingly obeyed.

ANYWAY, back to the point of my entry. Hahaha. SHould I be blogging this? Ah, what the hell lah. It’s just innocent hormonal imbalance. Let’s just
say, recently…. a person from my past has creeped back into my life. Well, sort-of lah… OK FINE. It’s a guy I liked! *blushes embarrassedly* And you know what? This re-introduction to him has brought back memories …memories which make me remember why I liked him !!! IS THIS NORMAL??? I am actually having a crush on my ex-crush!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, well..not exactly…but everytime I think of this certain pose of him…*swoons*. DAMN DAMN DAMN.

It’s all abt them looks! It must be infatuation.

When I told this to both Sinthi & Swen, they both just burst out laughing. Swen reckons it’s normal. So I’m gonna go with her flow. (Sinthi’s opinion
differs slightly.)

Btw… you may have realized this post was edited and now it’s back to it’s original content. *sigh* When I wrote the half abt my "crush" that day (wed night??), it all just felt like innocent fun. I was so happy and dazed…the kinda thing you go through when you’re infatuated, you know?

For those of you who may have known..(Thank you FJ for helping me out! *hugs*) I deleted some of it off because I felt guilty about my infatuations. But due to certain circumstances now, I think I can blog it up again. The weird thing was… reading the post again made me feel crappy and upset. No more dazed ad giggly.

AISH. Perhaps this is just part of what I have to go through lah. I saw it coming - it was gonna happen sooner or later…I guess it just happened sooner than I wanted it. But nothing really goes as planned in life, so this shouldn’t be such a shock.

*scans just-written posts*
LOL. For those of you who are feeling very clueless right now… haha, stop scratching your head and just laugh it off. I don’t think I’m thinking very coherently right now, but rest assured - I am sane.

Sinthi, FJ, Swen & Qian… thanks for the support! I assure you, I am fine. FJ & Sinthi, yes I know you love me… even without you guys saying it!!!!!! Qian…I think you’re right, I deal with stuff like a guy!!!!!!!!!! WAahhahahahaha… And Swen, thanks for just sitting there and listening and getting your ass all numb outside bkt kiara…heehee. If I pass by that spot again, I’ll always think about your sexy rear end. Bahahaha.

Ok. I better get back to cleaning up the shoe closet before my mum starts yelling again!!!

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